Day 12

 9.21pm

Friday, 27 march 2020

Today I wake at 7am and I felt so cold the I looked outside it's rain that's why the weather became so cold, then I stay on my bed for a little while for listen some music, scroll my social media and for the game of course, I play the scrabble game now this game became so addict to me and mba ima also play this game because of me so we often to play together and I also played Township I played Township since 2016 and stopped at 2017 but in the beginning of this march after I bought the Tab I download it again and I'm felt so relief that I don't have to start from zero again.. lucky for me that back then I connected it to my Facebook account so now I don't loses my Township account.. it's bringing so much memories play this game again.. I mean this is my first game when I bought my OPPO phone and when I first time entering high school, back in 2016 I used played this game when I wait my course class began. 

At 8am I came downstairs and mama said to me that she want to go to Kemiling again and I directly stopped her because it's rain outside the she said she want to see mbah so yeah at the end she wait until the rain stop, at 9 when rain finally stop she went to kemiling and I'm home alone again and I don't know what I'm going to eat and I felt so moody today maybe because I got period so I want eat a delicious food, I kept thinking about McD but I don't know because I afraid drinking soda while I'm at this condition so I ordered pizza at the end I felt so disappointed at my self because I had to spent my money just for this pizza and the price is not friendly at all.. I keep thought that I should've order the other delicious food with cheaper price rather than ordered this pizza but I already ordered it so there's nothing I can do..

I spent 151k for this pizza and today I'll just ate this thing, I also texted with mayang while I'm eat and I don't know why I became so emotional suddenly maybe because I told mayang about yesterday when papa came to home, I should've happy but things different now.. yesterday I had a chance to be in home with mama and papa but it feels so wrong I don't know it feels so empty, awkward and I'm not happy at all, I told these to mayang and suddenly I cried.. I told mayang that I miss him the old him, it's funny tbh I cried while ate the pizza hahaha.

I sent mayang this photo hahaha, because rain the weather became so cold and comfy even Rambo and his bro doesn't want to wake up they already sleep since morning and keep sleeping.

 Also Rambo's bro still afraid to meet people even with me he doesn't let anybody touch him.. I also took a selfie with Rambo but I don't know it's because he still sleepy or what but he looks unhappy and I a little bit worry, he always sleep these days and won't eat so he become so thin now so tomorrow I'll go to Indomart to buy some cat foods and I hope he's alright.

                       

please ignore my face I just want to take selfie with Rambo, after ate and played with Rambo I lay on my bed again then I took a nap and wake at 4pm, at 5 mama came home.. I thought she wont came today. Today I also read some news and this Corona virus is scare me everyday, today the virus alread touched 1000+ cases in this country, I wonder when will this virus ended. so scary.. I hope it'll ended quickly.

Quotes of the day

'' The world is filled with a nice people, if you can't find be the one''